after such a long time i didn’t use my brain that much. now i use it again, and finally i’m thinking again.
i think it’s best to not meet with people that clicked with you and live so faraway, i meant overseas. because you’ll never know whether you’ll meet them again or you won’t. it doesn’t matter if it’s boy-girl, or girl-girl, because when you like someone and you want to be friends with them because you have so many things in common, you’ll get addicted, and then you cannot live without them. at least that’s what i am.
i’m having trouble finding people that have many things in common, no matter the attitude, or the way we think, or the same feelings we’ve got for this world that we’re living in. i have several BEST friends, not much, only 3, but they mean a lot to me, and they have the same way of thinking as i am. yet they were so hard to reach and even live overseas, miles away from me. i can’t meet them whenever i wanted to, i can’t meet them whenever i needed to. I have to wait, and while waiting, there’s already another problem.
yes, that’s because of the rareness for the kind of people that i am. yes, they do exists, but miles away. and that’s why, i can’t meet them in where i live. because maybe there’s only one person in one city/country that’s just the copy of you -me. that’s only a theory though. my theory, based on what i’ve experienced.
ah, life’s just being cruel to me. it’s what it do best to me. giving me hard times finding friends, yet gave me a hard time when i already have them.
believe me, i’ve never met someone who thinks or the same attitude as mine and they live in my town. i envy people that could get someone so important, a best friend, that live in the same town. you should consider yourself lucky.
okay, i’m blabbering.
time to hit the bed, i think.
bubye now.
